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Friday, August 22, 2008

Nonsense but forgiven

A few days ago I was quite disturbed. I keep on having the thought where this World has nothing worth for me to move on or stay on. Everyone around me seems to criticise about me. They seems not to understand me though they said they do. They backfire me with no reason. They even curse me with joy and teased me. Some are taking me for granted. Some doesn't show respect to me. They thought I am telling lies. Some even twisted what I have said(in order to protect themselves) and causes me becoming telling lies. They thought I am ego and selfish. They said I am the type of "Kacang lupakan kulit". They said I had changed a lot. They said I am no longer who I was.

I am quite sad of all those comments. Although it's not something that they said directly to me. But someone was passing the message to me and some of them I just overheard it. The worst thing is they can act like they are very nice to me. As if nothing happen. I know this is how life is. Seriously can't think of a reason why they would say all these though I have no bad intention towards them nor hurt them before. I just couldn't understand why they exist.

I was driving very fast and couldn't find a solution to calm myself down. Suddenly there is one voice spoke to me. He said "forgive..." - straight away I slowed down my car and was calmed. Then I start to think again, yeah...why couldn't I forgive? I have uncounted sins that Jesus had forgiven me! Why I can't forgive them? I also realised I am so sinful that sometimes I had repeated my sins but God still forgive me. Yeah, perhaps I should forgive them as well as myself.

Disclaimer: Whatever is said above, I have no intention for any suicide activity. I am not that stupid ;)


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Friday, August 08, 2008

One World One Dream

Eight Eight Eight! Yes, it's 8th of August, 2008. This has mark another historic date that brings a lot of memories and a chapter to ourselves or people around us. Some people might choose today for their wedding, some people will choose today as their kid's birth date, some choose to forgive their enemies and turn out to be their good friends; Whatever it is, the Beijing 2008 Olympic Games begins!

This is the day where all the long awaited athletes around the World begins their journey. They had gone through so many tough trainings and I believe a lot of sacrifices too. There must be a lot struggles that they need to overcome, dreams that they had dreamt it comes true. A lot of emotions involved in the process as well. You know when you had a dream to be one of the Olympian but you were disqualified even from taking part. So, are you ready?

Welcome, Beijing 2008 Olympic Games!

The National Stadium for Beijing 2008 Olympic Games.

Ever wonder how does the torch works?


Do you know they have jade with a flat donut size in the middle of every each of the medal? You can read more on how all these were made. It's very interesting.

I love the Beijing 2008 Olympic Games song very much. If you have not heard them yet, the song is available for you right after the jump.



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