Life

Hhmm...let's see...I left exactly 14 days away from my wedding and my heart beat gets faster and faster day after day. I know I am going to make it and yet I find that there are still a lot of things are still pending. Though I keep telling myself "I am on track, I am on track, I am on track...". I do have checklist but the checklist increased day after day. So tell me when is the checklist going to end from growing? Yeah, I know - it ends when the ceremony is over. Thank you for letting me know. 

During the preparation, definitely there are some(probably a lot) arguments in between me and my gf. I know a lot of people said I should be calling her as wife but please tell me I am conservative. Things that really make us argue are those things that are redundant, unnecessary, irrelevant, not practical, out of budget, to follow or not to follow "pantang"(traditional practise to follow, else something bad will happen) and things like "Are you sure you want this to happen?"...A lot of decisions, a lot of plannings, a lot of thoughts and efforts to make things happen, arrangements...and so on.

Nowadays parents doesn't really gets involved with their children's wedding preaparations and they let their children to handle everything by themselves. We have now even a wedding planner available at the market. Sounds professional though. Well, I would say there are good and bad in all cases. So if you want your parents to pay for your wedding, then they will make sure you listen to whatever they said. Otherwise, you have to pay everything by yourself and you can do whatever ways you want; well, not for all cases though. 

A few months ago I went to a tailor and make myself a complete suit and guess what? I can't wear my long pants anymore! I don't know how I could gain so much weight in just two months of time. It's getting more and more scary when the date is approaching. I told myself that I must get rid of my tummy within these few weeks. Ok Roland, you left two weeks...no more, just two weeks Ok?

I have started to go for jogging since last Sunday. Wow, it was like a donkey years I have stop from any sports and when I first started to jog, I heard a lot of cracking sounds. Hopefully it's not bone cracking sound! At frist I tell myself I am going to finish 5 rounds. Foohh...that's ambitious! After the 3rd round, I know I can't make it to the 5th round. But I tell myself I have to finish until the 5th! What do you think? Do you think I finished until the 5th round? 

Well, I found that whatever we do in our life...it's really like a race. It really needs a lot of encouragements, determinations, rest when we are tired and always believe that we can end the race and win the race. I believe some of us give up half way. Some of us complain that we don't have a good shoe for the race. Some of us face challenges when other runners attack us with some real bad tactics to win the race. Some would even say, "This race is impossible! It's way too far for us to reach the finish line!". Some are fast runners, some are slow runners...some use short cuts, some uses long-winded route...

Whatever it is, I am going to finish this race with HIM. This I promised.

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